Sunday, December 20, 2009

TOTALLY, WRECKLESSLY, FOREVER...WRITTEN BY CEE CEE

A PAST FILLED WITH HURT AND A HEART UNWILLING TO BE BROKEN AGAIN. "JUST GIVE A PIECE OF ME", MY HEART WOULD SAY IN FEAR OF COMPLETE DEVASTATION. ONNCE SO WILLING TO GIVE, NOW GUARDED, WOUNDED AND UNTRUSTING...UNTIL YOU. YOU DID NOT CHIP AWAY AT THE WALL BUILT AROUND MY HEART. YOU BROKE THROUGH IT FEARLESSLY...KNOWING THAT I NEEDED TO BE RESCUED AND THAT NO ONE COULD PROTECT MY HEART LIKE YOU. KNOWING THAT I NEED ALL THAT YOU HAVE TO GIVE AND TRUSTING THAT I WOULD MOVE PAST MY HURT AND LOVE YOU BACK, I AM NOW READY TO LOVE YOU TOTALLY.

NO MORE LOVE AS USUAL... OUR LOVE IS UNSTRUCTURED AND CAREFREE. NOT CONCERNED WITH THE SPECTATORS OR COMMENTATORS OF OUR RELATIONSHIP, ONLY CONCERNED WITH HOW WE CAN BLOW EACH OTHER'S MINDS. OUR LOVE IS UNSCRIPTED, UNREHEARSED AND LIKE NOTHING I HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED. SPONTANEOUS LAUGHTER AND KOOL AID SMILES WILL FILL OUR DAYS. GENUINE SINCERITY AND PASSIONATE LOVEMAKING WILL FILL OUR NIGHTS. ANYTHING GOES AS LONG AS WE ARE TOGETHER AND NOTHING ELSE MATTERS BUT ME, YOU AND OURS. I PROMISE TO LOVE YOU WRECKLESSLY.

ALWAYS...WITHEND...NEVER CEASING. THE FOUNDATION OF OUR LOVE WAS LAID BEFORE THERE WAS A NOLAN, BEFORE THERE WAS A CEE CEE. HANDPICKED...EVERYTHING THAT I NEED IS INSIDE OF YOU AND I HAVE ALL THAT YOU WILL EVER NEED. FOREVER LOVE LASTS THROUGHOUT GENERATIONS. WHEN WE ARE LONG GONE, OUR GRANDCHILDREN AND GREAT-GRANDCHILDREN WILL STRIVE TO HAVE THE LOVE THAT WE NOW EXPERIENCE. THE PRESENT IS A GIFT BUT OUR LOVE IS A LEGACY. OUR GOOD TIMES WILL BE MANY AND UNFORGETTABLE, OUR BAD TIMES FEW AND UNMEMORABLE. I WILL NEVER TAKE YOUR LOVE FOR GRANTED. I PROMISE TO LOVE YOU MORE TODAY THAN I DID YESTERDAY BUT NOT HALF AS MUCH AS I WILL TOMORROW. I VOW TO LOVE YOU...AND ONLY YOU...FOREVER.

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