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| Tulips for Jasmin |
Hello Beautiful, I hope that you are well. WOW!!! I have been thinking about you. I mean alot. I always have but I assumed you knew that. I assumed you knew how I felt. It's funny because I've never really explained, yet I assumed you knew. Crazy, huh? I assumed you knew that I wanted you in my life, the crazy part is that I never have put any action behind it. I haven't made you feel important to me. I want to change that right now Jasmine. All I ever wanted to do was make you feel special and for a long time, I failed. I want you to know That I Love You and I want everyone else to know it too, which is why I am broadcasting and confessing my love. Jasmine, this is public, so with over 900 million users, my love is out there for them all to read. Someone in all parts of the world knows Nolan loves Jasmine. I like that. I feel like I'm back in high school, that's the excitement I feel at the thought of you in my life. Does it sound like I'm begging? I don't mind. Probably should have done that a long time ago. I love you Jasmine and I believe you feel the same way, well most times I do, but that's probably how you feel also. That's what this is all about, just you, just you. I don't want to sound arrogant, like you're all into me. I just know something's there, and now you know that with me. Do you remember when we first met? It was August 2007, it's been five years, yes five. Five years of coming really close, five years of not really getting there. I don't want to mislead you, those five years were critical to how I feel now. I remember well the day we met. You were standing on the balcony in white shorts and a white blouse. I drove up and I fell in love with you then, I just didn't know it. From that moment, it has always been about you, just you. But we have always been like two ships passing in the night, when you had someone, I didn't and when I did, you didn't. Always the same destination but different port. I'm not worried, I believe there's something special between us and it's special enough to hang on for five years. I know you may have questions and doubt what I'm saying, but we both know there's something special. I know others may question my sincerity and my love. Jasmine, some will say that it's only infatuation and will fade (really!) For five years? Maybe six months. Some will say that it's about sex...well we know that's not true, and we know that our most special moment, the moment I believe where special was born was not about sex. You remember what it was about, don't you beautiful? That was about showing you how much I cared about you, how much I respected you, and how much I wanted to spoil you. Some may say it's about money (lol) neither of us has a rich uncle. So, what's left? What keeps two people hanging on for years? Hope, prayer, maybe. I perfer love. I feel rich when I think about us and I'm anxious to know for sure if you feel the same. Talk to you tomorrow baby. Loving You, Nolan
